Healthy Cycle

Well the cycle didn't end. my brother is now at of jail, at least for the moment. I've worried so much over the last 2 days i've made myself sick. And if you know me, I live by the words, "Just don't worry about it, there's nothing you can do." And here I am, thinking about it constantly.

But this is just my thing. This issue has always torn me up inside and it will probably continue to for some time. People are just going to have to deal with it cause this is my one big piece of baggae and everything takes longer, and takes more effort when I'm carrying bags.

on a positive note, my father is taking the job in Mt. Pleasant, which means he will be home again, instead of only home on the weekends.